Right Here Waiting

March 20th, 2008 by michaeltdl

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can’t get near you now

Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me goin’ CrAzY

in the end if I’m with you
I’ll take the chance

If I Let You Go

March 18th, 2008 by michaeltdl

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can’t get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can’t find
The courage to show
to letting you know
I’ve never felt so much love before

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can’t this feeling just fade away
There’s no one like you
You speak to my heart
It’s such a shame we’re worlds apart
I’m too shy to ask,
I’m too proud to lose
But sooner or later
I gotta choose
And once again I’m thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
if I let you go?

Untitled

March 12th, 2008 by michaeltdl

我知道你心里有个人
但谁是那个人
你总是笑着不承认

有时候真的很想问
想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份

是不是你心里的人
当然你不用明白承认
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多近个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人

其实我好几次想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味就好像玛琪朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口
虽然他曾拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头
激动却一直跟着我

雨刚下过
这一个夏天显得特别闷热
当你微笑看着我
那时候
世界突然间静止一分多钟
那一个moment怎么去形容

Last 18 years

February 19th, 2008 by michaeltdl

Finally, i am 19 years old. Many people may prefer them to be younger, ie "Oh my god, i am 20 yrs old now!!!", but definitely not me… Well, i dunno why i am eager to be older, guess that it’s because of all my friends around me are all "bigger"(avoid using old, hehe) than me…

As stated above, it’s about the last 18yrs of my life… Dunno why suddenly just have a crush to write about this, so here am i…

First of all, of course thx my parents for bringing me into this world, teaching and taking care of me, bringing me to a lot of places to travel, well honestly, i dont remember where i had been for the first 5 yrs, but i know i’ve been to quite lots of places…

Then, it’s five yrs old, starting my kindergarten journey in Bluebell which is in Taman U… Met some friends who is still in contact till now (kinda precious), although not that close, they have been a very good friend of mine, there’s kin weng, wy yan, kangjie….. The thing that i rmb (according to my parents) is i was a calculator for my teachers (not sure it’s true or not) for calculating the exam marks… Since i was still an innocent kid, i calculated honestly (if now i sure calculate wrongly for those better than me, haha, jkjk)

After 3 yrs of kindergarten life, i was admitted into SRJK(C) Serdang Baru 2, my primary school… Kinda lucky in my first year there, i met this guy, Zheng Wei, my buddy in primary… haha, guess what, we had done something "great" in standard one that even myself cant believe we actually done it… I still remember clearly, that exam day, sitting for BM paper, and i had finished all questions, except for the peribahasa part which i had totally no idea what it was talking about. Naturally, i wanted some help, so i whispered to Zheng Wei, asking him how to do the part, who was sitting 2 seats in front of me, and i passed my exam paper to the guy sitting in front of me(Kian Leong) so that he can pass it to Zheng Wei. Surprisingly, no one noticed about it and i successfully got back my paper, which resulting me getting 100 marks and my "partner" got lesser than me.. haha, couldn’t believe it even until now, i wonder if he still remember this.. haha..

Nothing much in standard 2, just met one of my best friends until now, Chet Ming, and pretty gal, Jac who stayed near my house, and fetching me to school from standard 2 until form 1… haha, that’s a long period.. And of course, formed a rivalry with Kangjie… guess he had forgotten…

Well, in standard 3 i had made a critical decision, which indirectly shaping the botak today, PTS!!! kinda hard since skipping standard 4 and straight study standard 5..(everyone’s enjoying holiday but me studying whole standard 4 things in 2 months time…) In standard 5 met this guy, Chong Seng(super handsome guy), guess what he had done to me? He pulled of my pants in class!!! @#$@#$#@!!@$ haha, well it’s over, and a quite funny experience in my primary time.. "Jumping" from std3 to std5 really meant a lot to me, cause i wouldn’t met all my friends now if i had not… Nothing much in standard 5 & 6, just a period of acting bad.. haha.. Couldn’t believe i actually lied to my parents about the tuition thing for at least 2 months(skipping all tuition classes) and not passing up homeworks(from std 5 yr end till std 6 half yr), geng le.. haha..

Secondary life, in SMKSK….
form 1, nothing much, just my class only had 10 males and 30 over females, somemore only 4 chinese guys… well, the most "memorable" thing in form 1 is that i actually pedigreed my friend.(just like WWE, triple H) haha, sorry oh ah look, hope you forgot ad… Oh ya, and i met Kin Weng back, buddy in kindergarten, i was so happy and i actually dunno how to say hello to him and had to ask my friend to confirm his identity.. haha… Nothing much in form 2 also, only that time was the 2002 World Cup…. and a bunch of guys playing "football"(using waterbottle cap) behind the class, until form 3 still playing…

Form 4, became a prefect (should’ve be a prefect in form 1 if not they said that prefect are always beaten up by students) and met a lot of friends, some 38 de and some really nice… those 38 de actually "educated" me and "levelled up" me from kindergarten to PHD (if they read they will know what i am talking about, haha) too much to talk about, but kinda tired writing until here, so i’ll skip lo….

THEN, college time!!! starting in KSA with accounting programme…
Well, i dont feel like writing it out, since it’s still not long ago… Met a lot of friends, especially this guy, Eng Guo Miao, brilliant person and DAMN SMART, and i treat him as my target and competitor, i will beat him one day (but dunno when) haha…..

Well, that’s all! Finished!!

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Choices & Talent

January 21st, 2008 by michaeltdl

Life….
Life is a matter of choices, and every choice you make makes you.

What will you do for your career?
Who will you marry?
Where will you live?
How much education will you get?
What will you do with today?
How about tomorrow?

But one of the most important choices you will make is
WHO WILL YOU BECOME!

Life is not merely a matter of holding and playing a good hand as you would hope to do in a card game. What you start with isn’t up to you.
TALENT is God-given.
Life is playing the hand you have been dealt well. That is determined by your choices

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
Any direction you choose.

Live your life with correct choices and lice to its fullest potential

-Picked from the book TALENT IS NEVER ENOUGH-
with a little modification